I love my sport. I really do. It took me around the world, gave me some of the best memories of my life, and built me in countless ways. It also deeply harmed me. I’m sharing my experiences because I believe in a sport where young athletes don’t have to endure what I did in order to achieve their dreams. It is however incredibly difficult to make sport safer when survivors’ voices are still being silenced. I had to end my competitive career because I could no longer tolerate abuse. And now, as a